Idols were always something I brushed off, saying oh yeah I
have my idols under control. It’s no big deal.
I didn’t realize that by sweeping them under the rug, so to
speak, they would get to be such a monster size. Or perhaps they always were,
but God was just now showing me how big of a deal they were.
As I am learning, when God puts us in a time of waiting we
often don’t keep focused on him and his path, but rather take roads off this
path. These distractions we focus on and keep ourselves preoccupied with during
this time of waiting are so incredibly deceiving. These things seem small, like
a cute new guy, or pouring yourself into a project. They aren’t easily noticed
because they are fine when balanced with spending time with God and serving
him.
I like to illustrate it like you are walking on the path
God paved for you, filled with adventure planned just for you. But, when you
take that road off his path, you are still within sight of His path. You can
still see Jesus. You don’t always realize you’ve tried to take a detour. And
then you go deeper and deeper on that path and Jesus seems farther and farther
away. You become wrapped up in your idols without even realizing.
That is where I found myself a couple weeks ago.

